Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.
Another day at the Salem job, busy doing readings. Got home, fed cats, crashed. Despite the exhaustion, still infinitely prefer the work I do here vs in IT. That’s saying a LOT–in both directions.
Evening rite went well.
Morning rite went well, managed to get noon prayer rite in.
Clearly I have found my niche–not that I didn’t already have a sense of it anyhow. Got a LOT of compliments today on my readings: I have a real gift, I’m a headliner, etc. Doing my best not to let it go to my head but happy to hear that I’m helping so many people doing something I enjoy.
I’ve also been offered the opportunity to act as a regular backup psychic on weekends. Definitely going to do it. Could help a lot towards transitioning out of IT.
So many people seem surprised at how long I’ve been at this rite now. Honestly…end date is up to the gods. I figure receiving my almond wand will be a signal as to about when I need to make the final preparations for the last part of this operation.
Evening rite went well.
Morning rite went well, noon prayer rite barely made in.
VERY late night working in Salem, but did very well in tips. Helped out a lot of people.
Came home, crashed.
Evening rite went well.
Morning rite went well, pressed for time with noon prayer rite.
Insane day at Salem job but was good. Came home, fed cats, showered, did evening rite, collapsed.
Two more days then time to get everything done before I start my new job.
Morning and noon rite went well.
It looks like the week off I wanted in order to complete the rite has been given to me, and yet the almond wand is still delayed. I take this to mean I’m still not done yet but it’s so strange to have that week off part work out but not the wand. So close, yet…?
So much crap to burn through, I’ve come so far and yet am so far away. Ugh. Very frustrating on so many levels. I see why the almond wand is not here yet and I wonder when it will be.
Gods help me.
Evening rite went well.
Morning and noon rites went well.
Still no formal written offer, guessing they’re waiting on background check? Imagine if the almond wand were to arrive before then. Hm.
Massage, a little bit of kitty time, and some time relaxing too. Also got a good workout in.
Realizing that I’m beginning to have stronger fine tuning of subtleties, the little shades of the psychic senses. Still need more balance, stronger root.
Evening rite went well.
Morning rite went well.
I absolutely for the life of me cannot remember if I did the noon rite or not. I don’t think I did, so I did the rite super late and plan to do a prayer rite right before I get to sleep.
Today was sheer madness. Had a super long face to face interview which, despite me going in expecting to hate the job, wound up liking it and everyone was incredibly awesome. Got an offer two hours later, a bit lower than my usual salary but certainly not doable plus very good benefits. Negotiating the whole time off thing because now I KNOW that the Abramelin rite closing will be at my choosing, I will have to take a week off, probably around the holidays. I’m guessing around winter solstice/Christmas time. It feels right for a variety of reasons pertaining to my own faith. This also makes me nervous because this makes the ending more of my choosing and a having to take time off from work versus have it be in between jobs. Ugh.
I’m also terrified they will micromanage me to depth, restrict computer usage, etc. If I’m treated as an adult while there all will be well otherwise it will be horrible and I will burn in flames.
Heeeeeeelp.
Went to a fall festival dinner at one of my fav restaurants which I had gotten reservations for ages in advance, not knowing I would get an offer today. ahaha. Did the wine pairing thing, HUGE mistake. Tiny portions of food, way too much alcohol…doesn’t matter how much I pray over it, I guess Dionysos missed me. No, this doesn’t mix well with the rite. Lesson also learned.
“Noon” rite went well, as did evening prayer rite.
Morning and noon rite went well.
Spent today dealing with recruiters and cleaning. The job I want wants two additional phone interviews with remote people plus a personality test. I think I have this one in the bag but fingers crossed and no counting chickens before the offer letter comes in and all that. Also got to wish my dad a happy birthday and talk to my mom about the latest family drama concerning my grandma.
Got to spend the evening watching Agents of SHIELD with the kitties.
If I get asked by one more company “why so many jobs” I am going to scream.
Evening rite went well.
Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.
Another day in Salem. Went well although nowhere near as busy as yesterday. Yesterday was nuts.
Very, very aware of how much that needs to get done this week. Glad I have some time set aside to relax, go out to eat, get a massage, etc. I need the downtime. Also, need some kitty cuddle time.
I’m spending so much time in altered states that being in the rest of world is starting to get weird.
Once again finding myself in a position of having to stick to my ethical principles even if it means bowing out of a group. A shame but so it goes. I keep finding more and more issues with the Hellenic polytheist community; there are a number of good people in it but too many assuming roles of leadership who really have no business doing so. More and more I am realizing I will need to strike it out on my own, maintain friendships but ultimately do my own thing. I don’t know if I reacted the right way about it online; I got a bit fired up about it. But it’s an issue which has come up before and has shades of the whole “x deity told/commanded me to tell you all xyz” which I find incredibly distasteful.
I also got to finally communicate how I feel about a difficult issue with someone, which makes me incredibly relieved.
Evcening rite went well. I need to spend more time in meditation and offline in general.
Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.
31 readings in all today. Today was almost as busy as it normally gets around Halloween. Crazy! Got to help many, many people though. Very happy about that.
Days and nights becoming more and more surreal. Time for sleep.
Evening rite went well.