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Abramelin, day 234

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

I think I am missing a day, but I’m not sure. The trip to the Cape has me totally thrown off.

Day two of job went well. I may like it here. Haven’t done any real work yet so hard to say. I never really know until after the first couple of months.

After work got to hang out with a few people from my coven.

I have a lot to work on but feeling insanely optimistic. I know what I want and I’m defining it more and more all the time. At the same time, I feel like I’ve been doing this rite forever. Am I there yet? lol

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 233

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

This job may actually work out. They work a 37.5 hour week, don’t see any micromanaging thus far, great commute, very nice people. We’ll see.

Feeling good. Battling some personal bullshit but hey, another day in the life of.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 232

Morning and noon prayer rites went well.

Still not sleeping well, hot tubbing and pain meds completely knocked me out. Fought falling asleep during car ride home, went into bed and totally crashed.

Tomorrow is the first day at my new job. I really hope this works out. :-/

Lots of intense, interesting dreams.

Evening prayer rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 231

Morning and noon rite went well.

Went to the Cape to hang out with parents and friends of the family, long day of traveling. Pulled something in neck and shoulders, not able to sleep very much without pain. Will need pain meds and chiropractor if this continues.

Evening prayer rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 229

Morning rite went well.

Ran around like a nut from one errand to another, finally remembered noon prayer rite MUCH later but managed to get it in.

Noticing that since I started phrase three, I’ve been having lots of very intense dreams surrounding the same theme. Not sure what to do with it nor what it’s pointing me towards, and I think playing around with it too much would just be a distraction from the rite anyhow. While I’m sure my attention could pull me towards worse things, I know myself entirely too well.

Eating habits are suddenly all over the place and it’s affecting how I feel, not good. Gotta buckle down tomorrow.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 228

Morning and noon rites went well.

Vitamin D kicked in, had WAY more energy than I’ve had in days. Never forgetting that supplement ever again. Got some errands done, voted, exercised, relaxed.

Still have a ton of shit to do, and still recovering from a month of crazy. Ugh.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 227

Morning rite and noon rite went well.

The daylight savings fiasco continues to have me utterly wiped and exhausted. I absolutely hate this time of year with a passion. Working out didn’t help, adding vitamin D to my supplements hasn’t helped (yet). So. Freaking. Tired.

Got a lot done today, errands-wise, but still a ton of shit to do–and next to no energy to do it. Ugh.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 226

Morning rite went well.

Used the extra hour with daylight savings being gone to workout, I badly needed it.

Got sent home early from Salem job, with the weather being as it is (SNOW wtf), it was pretty much dead.

Noon rite went well.

Totally wiped, guessing due to the daylight savings fiasco. I HATE the way this screws with my bodyclock AND I haven’t seen sun in too long. Ugh.

Evening rite went well, save for a crying kitty outside my door. :-/

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Abramelin, day 225

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Today was much lighter at the Salem job than expected because of the weather, which is cold and rainy and very winter-like. Bleh. Wanted to hibernate all day. Had lots of fun however.

Downside to being a medium: getting messages from your grandmother that she’d really prefer you to be a nice Jewish girl instead of all of that Greek god pagan stuff.

I don’t think there is any way I can qualify for unemployment at this point because I’ve been making entirely too much at the Salem job. I didn’t think I’d either have those extra hours nor that I’d be so successful. I owe Apollo AND Hermes some major thanks.

Evening rite went well.