Morning rite went well. I am again on yet another day of trying to integrate new workout program with new Abramelin phase in addition to everything else and ye gods.

Today’s theme was “People who demand too much of me and my time” along with “Creepy fucked up sort of attention on social media the likes of which I’ve never seen demonstrated elsewhere”. It’s not a good combo. It makes me want to flee the Internet. My parents are driving me nuts. Work is driving me nuts. Certain people online are driving me nuts. It’s not good.

I did not get enough sleep. I can barely brain. This isn’t helping.

I sometimes wonder if the reason why I get too many people demanding too much of me is because I also demand too much of myself.

Evening rite went okay.